naming this blog
killeatdestroy
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Why did I name my blog this?
It took me a while to answer this question. It should be easy, as I know myself better than anyone else could- or so I'd like to think. However, it's always the questions we ask ourselves that are the most difficult to answer.
And so, I rewrote this post over and over and over again, searching for an answer. At the very least, I wanted an answer that would satisfy myself.
It's not often that have these valuable moments of written introspection. It's a habit I would try to keep, but always fall out of. Returning to written introspection is one of the reasons I wish to get into blogging.
I don't think that killeatdestroy is a particularly introspective name. It's just something I thought of one day. I don't think I'd want the name of my blog to be something so serious and thoughtful either way. I don't want to take myself too seriously. If I did, this wouldn't really be an honest blog.
I think I just wanted to feel cool. I like names that are abrasive and visceral. It doesn't need to necessarily have any meaning. I'd be lying if I said it did.
I think blogs are cool. I think Bear Blog is cool. I think killeatdestroy is cool. I think I'm kinda cool.
I probably even think you're cool.